love that could be mine

A dive into an ocean of feelings about the one ,
after whom my imagination often tends to run.
Sleepless nights with hope of being with you someday,
thinking about you forcing atheist in me to pray.
Happy moments are cherished night after night,
eyes turn sad on a vision other than your sight.
Love is not spending entire life with one whom you live for,
it is just expressed in short lived moments full of furor.
Perhaps your absence is inevitable but the present is dear to me ,
but yes seed has been sown in my heart , it can't be stopped from turning into a tree.
though our future is bleak,time is unpredictable,
but how can i stop thinking about you, when i like believing in things which are often unbelievable.